nothing profound

I have nothing profound to say. I know that may come as a shock to some, but right now, I just don't have anything to say that is of any value to anyone except myself. So, I'll say that.

I haven't talked to nathan since Tuesday- the day after the "God-talk" that we had where we discovered that we believe totally different things. Then, on Tuesday, I was really really tired and he took it the wrong way I think and hasn't called me since. I know he's not busy, he doesn't actually have a job anymore since he quit Sheetz. But I've come to accept that maybe this isn't a time in my life when I'm meant to have a boyfriend or whatnot. I'm trying to learn to be happy with my circumstances and make my expectations meet with reality. You know, it's not what you got that makes you happy, it's being happy with what you've got. I know that's a cliche, but it's all I've got and I'm happy with it. See how great this is working already?!?

I got my nails done today, already broke one, but it was already cracked and my nail lady, Nancy, was hoping it would be ok with some extra jell and glue... she was wrong. Who ever thought that putting a dish in the dishwasher could be so danergous??

I didn't do anything else today. Not a thing. I drank tea, I watched TV, and read things online, I thought about heading to grad school and realized that I won't be able to do nothing again for a long time.... and I was okay with that. I really want to go to grad school and start my life. Since it seems that I'm not going to get married any time soon, I may as well start a career.

For not having anything to say, I sure rambled on for a while, didn't I?