oh... just stuff

I went out with Nathan yesterday. We had a looong conversation Friday night about our feelings and all that jazz. (At the risk of sounding like someone else) He likes me, he really likes me! Yesterday, we went out shopping and stuff. It took us about 5 hours to buy three things. I got a new wireless router (that still isn't working), a book, and Tide for Mom. That took us about 5 hours. We're pathetic, I know. But it was nice. We bumped into eachother a few times and didn't have to appologize. We held hands while we walked and talked about movies and things that didn't really matter but are still just fun to talk about. I think he just humors me sometimes, but that's ok, he can handle it. Then we came home and watched Buck Rogers with Pop. We sat on the couch and held hands and just watched. That was nice except that Pop was there, it would have been nicer if we had been alone, but that's ok- that's what you deal with when living with parents. Nathan's nervous about Pop. He thinks that Pop doesn't like him (which he doesn't- not really) and Nathan doesn't know how to act around him. Nathan doesn't even have a father, how in the world could he know how to act around mine- who is kinda crazy!?! Oh well.

I joined eharmony.com again today. I had been a member earlier this year, but decided that it wasn't worth it, but I'm so ready to move on right now, I figured that it couldn't hurt anything. So, we'll see about that. Most people that are on eharmony are serious about getting married and are ready for that commitment. Nathan's not. Nathan is thinking about quitting his job just because he doesn't like it, but has no idea what else he's going to do. He doesn't want to go to college. He barely finished high school. He and I are totally different in what we want out of life and what we like (movies and music and such). I'm not sure what I'm doing with him or where it's going, but I like him and he likes me. I know I sound like a teenager and not the 24 year old that I am, but I don't know what's going on here. Any information anyone can provide about this (ASHLEY!) would be greatly appreciated. And now, I'm going to get some more hot tea, a cinnamon roll that I just pulled out of the oven, and I'm going to read a book. Because I can.


Ash- PLEASE call me sometime!